I have decided to try out this blogging world everyone is talking about. Not so sure how long, or if it will last. I seem to go in phases. One day I will be completely for something, and the next I want nothing to do with it.
This seems to play a role in my college life. Take yesterday for example. I was all for starting a new school week (yes I am taking summer courses, and yes it's often a bummer) I start every morning at 8:30am and end around 12:30pm. But as soon as I get there, I just know that it is going to be a long week. Papers due, exams to study for. Motivation, where are you? It doesn't help either that I got an exam back that was graded a B+. Maybe I have high standards, but I burst in to tears and it ruined my entire day. Then I start questioning myself and wondering if I would even be accepted in to dental school. I need A's, and those filthy B's just don't cut it.
There are times when I wish I could fast forward to September 2012. Be done with all this upgrading junk, because yes, I slacked off in highschool and the only things worthy of my time then were boys and friends. It's frusterating knowing that I could have already accomplished these things. But I have to just shrug it off and live with the decisions I have made. The past is the past.
So as far as this blog goes, it may be short lived or long loved. Only the future will tell.
Welcome to the blogging world. Congratulations on your college, even on the B+. I know exactly how you feel because when I went to college I pushed myself so hard to get A's. Stick to it and you will do well...don't give up!
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Well I certainly hope it will be long loved!
ReplyDeleteYou sound like me...only younger and prettier! I'm a nursing student, and I had to maintain a GPA (not as high as in dentistry) but it did put a lot of stress. And I also graduate in 2012! See, all kinds of things in common. I hope we get to know each other better.